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(Source: pushthemovement, via alifelongromance)
I don’t know
Why this is just hitting me and making me sad now. I should not be crying about this. I don’t have any right to. But when you’re loney and think that you might have a chance with someone you really like, I guess this is what happens. So I’m going to cry it out and feel shitty for a few hours and really really really hope I can get over it despite the whole I see this person almost everyday thing and we’re friends and this hurts and I’m being stupid but yeah. At least the others will finally stop telling me to ask her out.
Because I needed a change.
Bright red lip stain typically is not my scene. Yes, I love my make to be in crazy bright colors, but usually when I get to my lips a gloss is fine by me. I dunno though, my birthday last weekend just left we wanting to change something. And then I went out Saturday and went to Sephora looking for some purple lipstick they didn’t have. And instead for whatever reason I got this. And I like it. It’s the first thing in a long time that has helped me match up to how I’ve been feeling lately. So I’ve been wearing it. And none of my friends have seen yet, because it’s Spring Break and I haven’t seen any of them. So I don’t know what they’ll say. And I kinda care what they think but I also don’t.
I’m changing. And I don’t know how to handle it at all inwardly, so I’m just going to deal with it or now by letting my outward appearance start to reflect my inside self. And maybe when I start to feel up to it, I can handle it inside too.
And most people prolly think that is far too much thought to put into a little lip color.
(Source: little-blackbook, via weight-a-second)
I’m just going to go ahead and be a selfish spoiled brat
And cry because my birthday was shit. And then I’m going to go to the gym and work out for what’s left of it. Whoopdee fucking doo.
What? It’s my birthday today you say? I’m 19 you say? Oh, no no. You should be able to see from my dinosaur skirt I’m clearly only turning five at most. Yes, yes I am a toddler in college. Don’t question it. Also, don’t question why the clothing I’ve made for the my past two birthdays have featured dinosaurs.
And here we have it. My birthday clothes =]. Fun fact, that skirt took less fabric than ever before to make. Less elastic too. It’s nice, I must say. And it has dinosaurs, so it’s making my day infintley better.
(Source: classy-vamp, via weight-a-second)
Did my weigh in… Happy Birthday to me =]
30 pounds gone guys! I’m at 282, and really a little below that. So basically… I’m less than two pounds from my first goal! I’ll be honest, I never thought I’d get this far. I thought I’d get bored or frustrated, or any other number of things.
And also… today is my 19th birthday =]. So I think I’m just gonna go ahead and call this my body’s birthday gift to me!
